Friday, August 13, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
got my guard up
i built up a wall
and i cant get over it
cant get around it
cant go under it
on the other side
is that perfect moment
but im stuck on my side
just wondering
dont wanna break my wall
only to build it over again
and if im forced to rebuild
it will be 3 times stronger
7 times higher
and 10 feet deeper
which will make it impossible
for anyone to break through
all this to say
is my wall worth breaking down for you?
i wanna believe that its not the same.
what went wrong somehow i got all turned around now im lost and praying for daylight
i need some room to breathe so wont you help me please i cant make it on my own dont wanna be out here alone.
i wanna let go and be free to love to put the past behind and move on i just cant be far from home.
Friday, August 6, 2010
overcast.
far too many times have i heard the lines im not ready for a relationship
for that very same person to be in a relationship a few days later
lol smh... and im supposed to continue this discomfort and awkward position till the right one comes along..
and we wonder why people fall into depression etc..
we live in a cold dishonest world.
how much better things would be if everyone learned to be honest and open with good intentions.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
old poems
i dont want it to be so predictable
i want everything sparatically
i dont wanna make a educated guess
why is this so hard it isnt anatomy
i want out of the ordinary
not right on schedule
i wanna be pleasently surprised
not exactly what i expected
this gets old
i want something new
if i say give me purple
buy me something blue
i dont want it to be given to me
i dont want to choose
i dont want order i dont want rules
i'd rather be blindfolded
then to see the next step
i want the opposite of what i expect
your prolly reading this
like what the heck
why do you want kaos
why not something stable instead?
because everytime i try it that way
i get mislead
so i wanna be wrong
i dont wanna be right
i want my idea of guys
not to be made out of spite
let me be right about being wrong
or do i wanna be wrong about being right?
Thursday, August 21, 2008lol at least he tried
ALIEM (10:25:41 PM): Well I aint trynna seem like im some expert
charmsmannequin (12:25:54 PM): lol i know
ALIEM (10:26:01 PM): I forgot what I was bout to say
ALIEM (10:26:06 PM): Lmfaaoooooo
charmsmannequin (10:26:14 PM): -_- ahahahahaahahahahahahahaha!
...ALIEM (10:26:17 PM): @ I know clearly im a wreck
Aliem Jiles ♥ he was gonna give me some advice.. should i take it after he remembers? ahahaha
Friday, July 23, 2010
:-)
Aijshia Moody first impression: dayum this girl tall a.f!
secret: no homo i think your super pretty
confession: i want a shirt from your clothing line
what is unique about you: your look is unique! you have odd facial features ( no offense) but they make you BEAUTIFUL!
Jordon Burnside Diamora Hunt
first impression: shes tall...
like:sleepin on the couch
dislike:fighting over who got to sleep on the couch
confession: that was one of the best nights of sleep i ever had!
right place wrong time
heard this song by algebra blessett today man i almost cried she said everything on my mind and in the simplest form so i posted the lyrics here... sigh
It's funny how some things stay on your mind
It's funny how some moments hang in time
I remember when we met
How we became good friends
But I don't remember when
When you started to go astray and for what reason
That you finally went away
Why did you leave me
If it were anyone else
If I could cut all my ties
But you're a part of my life
And it's starting to feel like
Everywhere I go
I hear your name
And I play it off like things are the same
Pretending to know the reason why
That it's not
What happened baby
What happened honey
To the way things used to be
Everyday I try to block it out my head
I haven't seen ya
I just don't know what I said
We used to spend time
We used to be fine
You had my heart
Now we don't even talk
Like we used to
Baby this is not what I'm used to
Tell me where did it go
I'd do anything to know
That it was not all in vain
And there is a reason
You went away
See I've tried
Over and over again
To get some understanding
So I can know where we're standing
Thursday, July 22, 2010
wise words from a decent man
@imfugnjomo Someone from back home in #LA said...."You act so different now, you moved and I can't quite understand who you are anymore".......
@imfugnjomo I just responded......"I'm evolving, I'm adding a story to my life, I havnt changed, you just don't understand GROWTH"
@imfugnjomo Then, and there, that's when it hit me that some people aren't made for who U R, the life you live, and the progress you make..........