long shot

My heartbeat beats me senselessly
Why's everything got to be so intense with me

be humble.

Greed redifined and corrupted what true power is. Domination is for the weak, Harmony is the true sign of strength. -lupe

dream.

thank God for the trials of life, without them we can't know purpose!

forget all hope for the present cuz it just slipped away

forget being real with you im just bein real with me... we could make a home love you just gotta build with me... i dont need the loudness you just gotta chill with me.. if life's a bumpy road then its alotta hills with me...

i could follow you to the beginning just to relive the start... maybe then we'd remember to slow down at all of our favorite parts...
all i wanted was you.

look i know its no excuse but im only human.

you cant have my heart the doctor told me i'd be dead without it.

hmmmm fact or fiction

ashley olsen.

Ugly girls like everyone..pretty girls like everyone they shouldn't ...that's why ugly girls are gettin married and pretty girls stay single


ahahahahaha i read this on twitter.

Bestfriends ♥

Tierrah Alexis " you got me so excited abt this mag. ^_^ resume gonna look more than right! haha , my mom was right abt that 5 friend thing, kuz I look at u , my bestfriend & see a star so I know I'm destined too be somebody as well, thank u for being the positivity in my life! I love u ♥"

is it me.

Is It Me? am I so complicated?
Is It Me? or is love over-rated?
Is It Me? cause I don't quite understand
Why it never turns out how I thought I planned it
Is It Me? am I too independent?
Is It Me? not ready for commitment?
Is It Me? cause it doesn't seem to last
And it's the only question that I never asked


Hands down
I'm to proud for
LOVE
but with eyes shut
its YOU
im thinking of...
but how we move from a to b it cant be up to me
cause you don't know who i was before you
basically to see a change in me I'd be losing
so i just
IGNORE YOU

Ponder.

i woke up holding my pillow didnt know it was a dream.

i got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match what a catch.

my cousin was diagnosed with schizophrenia. smh this bright talented beautiful person i once knew is just not the same. Just not the same.. when i was younger i admired her. she can sing rap write and MODEL.. sigh.. she doesnt want to take her medication. what do you say? your sick you need this for the rest of your life.. i know she feels like nothing is wrong.. i dunno im just typing cuz i dont know what to say.. im scared man... i love her so much i wouldnt wish this on no one. i know how ppl diagnosed act. they are paranoid.. they hear voices and see ppl we dont.. smh then on top of that she is creative and she has an imagination. man. its just something thats hard to handle and i know alot of my family isnt gonna be able to understand..

I can't lie and say I
Always understand why
The rain falls on me
And I have to admit, I feel my faith is gone
It's easy to believe when sorrow never comes your way
And when I try to pray, it seems the words they come out wrong
So everything that matters to me
I give it all to you
Cuz I'm tired of the way the crying feels
And just to let you know I have been hurt so many times
So I pray to God that this time loves for real
So even though I can't see what tomorrow may bring
I believe in you cuz you believe you believe in me
And even when the night makes the light hard to see
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done
I can't lie and say I
Always smile but I try
The tears sometimes they come
And nothing people say can ease the pain
but when I close my eyes I see you reaching out for me
You tell me that this test I'm in, it won't last always .