Out of the blue

I dont even have to write how i feel ima let her tell u

This is the song i wake up and go to sleep too

Patiently Waiting - E. Cole

in a land void of vision
you found fertile ground
and proceeded to bury your seed
it was then that you started
to open my eyes
to a world full of possibilities
there is life to be found
in driest of bones
even pain can be found behind a smile
there is hope for the hopeless
and strength for the weak
so i know love will find us in time
so im patiently waiting for love
and im hoping that soon
it will find its way into our hearts
but until then
i guess i'll just have to be happy
with where we stand
just being your friend
you and i seem to share
more tha physical intrest
the interior seems to be key
your becoming to be
like teh lady that i've only seen
once or twice in my dreams
you have shown me so much in your silence
you have already made me see life differently
if i painted i'd color
the future we could have
but without love
im just chasing this dream
so im patiently waiting for love
and im hoping that soon
it will find its way into our hearts
but until then
i guess i'll just have to be happy
with where we stand
just being your friend
-e.cole

Letting Go

Letting go is the hardest thing to do... regardless of what your letting go of.. could be your house... your car...a past lover...a loved one passing on... WHY IS IT SO HARD? because no matter how hard you wanna let go of something memories always remain... and no matter how far you pushed them to the back of your mind there will always be something there to remind u.. i swear one of my old elementary schools had this smell to it that i will never forget and i stepped somewhere and all those memories came back to me. well anyway so i found this song.. and im so in love.. and its about letting go... i did the video since no one has ever really heard it.. and yea some words are misspelled but i didnt wanna have to publish it all over again but anyway enjoy! the lyrics are so simple but very powerful by the way his face doesnt match his beautiful voice but its okay
charm :-)

Diamora :-)

I push u away
When I want u to stay
I ignore ur calls
Never give u my all
Cuz I'm afraid to fall
And I'm afraid of pain
So I can't be mad at u for walking away
When I've been running away from the beginning
I'm afraid of being alone
But never let you near me
I'm afraid of opening up
And u won't hear me
I'm afraid of love
But I feel so empty
That's why I've never given u all of me completely
Apart of me is hoping you'll be patient and teach me
But how can I expect that when I won't even let u reach me


For T.P ( a song too)

Expect the best for the future
Forget about what used to be
Sometimes u need to let go of some memories
I have too see there is no more you n me
Regardless of what u want me to think
And all the lies u try to make me believe
Trying to make me hold on
To something that may never be
U come around
As u please
But forgetting how u make me feel
Every time u leave
Leaving me cuz u think you've found the next best thing
Returning cuz what u had was temporary
This is scary
Imagine keeping this up
My only excuse "I'm in love"
That's not enough
Can't have love without trust
And without trust
There is no us
-charm

Temporary

If you ever started talking to someone right after they jumped out a serious relationship. You will feel this poem. When you miss someone it shows even when u try and hide it. Dont rebound anyone and dont be a rebound.

The only piece of me
That has a steady rhythm
now has a change of pace
U won't give me the answer
But its written all over your face
In your hands
Was where I placed my heart
Cuz I thought what I found in you
Was more than a brand new start
Meanwhile Your heart belonged to someone else
Though she appears to be transparent
Her presence is always felt
Why am I fighting
For a spot in your heart
Even invisible
She's at the top
I'm in steady competition
In which She leads
I wanna stay
but this is so unfair to me
Am I filling in
Till she returns?
When she returns from her absence
Will she take
What I've earned?
I want to leave
Before we get to deep
Because she can replace me so easily
-charm

Come Winter

so last year for the first time during winter i guess u could say i had a winter boo. but not even at the end of winter was that little fling over. so i wrote a poem the whole thing is true till it gets to the summer because i never really knew why we stopped talking. those are the worst.

Come Winter
Come fall...
They say winter is the loneliest time of the year
Long sleeves and sweat suits
Aint all you need to make it through
But its all you got
So you make the best of it
And say it doesn't bother you
While your friends and love one's cuddle with the one's they adore
U try and find things to do so u don't get bored
So u don't get bothered by the thought you have no one to hold
Every winter since you can remember has been so lonely and cold

Come winter....
He smiles
And you can't help but smile back
This winter u were prepared to be alone
But he got you side tracked
u try hard not get your hopes up
While u store his contact
3 weeks later
He hits you up
Something you didn't expect
He says he's been thinking of you
But u didn't get excited cuz he said it on a text
He initiates a date
U give him a time and place
You had a good time
Despite him being an hour late
But he starts coming around a little more
And you start feeling something you've never felt before

Come spring...
Everything is just as good as it began
Yall aint in a relationship
But your more than friends
You don't mind taking your time
Cuz only fools rush in
but its getting deeper
The more time yall spend
And suddenly the air aint so cold when it hits ur face
And all those long sleeve jackets have been replaced
Every things all good so u don't mind the wait
As long as this feeling never goes away

Come summer....
People say the winter is cold
But they can't take the summer heat
Everything was good
But now yall haven't spoken in weeks
Until one day
You seen him in his ride
Almost waved
Till you noticed his ex girl on the passenger side
And u came to realize
She's the one who's been taking up your time
you see them kiss
And you can't believe its come to this
Who would have ever thought
Winter would be a season you missed

-Charm :-)