Diamora :-)

I push u away
When I want u to stay
I ignore ur calls
Never give u my all
Cuz I'm afraid to fall
And I'm afraid of pain
So I can't be mad at u for walking away
When I've been running away from the beginning
I'm afraid of being alone
But never let you near me
I'm afraid of opening up
And u won't hear me
I'm afraid of love
But I feel so empty
That's why I've never given u all of me completely
Apart of me is hoping you'll be patient and teach me
But how can I expect that when I won't even let u reach me


For T.P ( a song too)

Expect the best for the future
Forget about what used to be
Sometimes u need to let go of some memories
I have too see there is no more you n me
Regardless of what u want me to think
And all the lies u try to make me believe
Trying to make me hold on
To something that may never be
U come around
As u please
But forgetting how u make me feel
Every time u leave
Leaving me cuz u think you've found the next best thing
Returning cuz what u had was temporary
This is scary
Imagine keeping this up
My only excuse "I'm in love"
That's not enough
Can't have love without trust
And without trust
There is no us
-charm