toni braxton killed this song for real!
Hands tied.
You're asking me if I
Know what real love feels like
If I ever loved anyone inside
You cant be serious
Cause I was the one giving all I had
I kept my promises all intact
For better or worse I honored that
I could show you all about love
Baby I can love you with my hands tied
I can please you with my hands tied
Everything you need is right here
It's just staring you in your face
Stop asking me if I'm ready
Cause this is just what I'll say
Cause I could love you
With my hands tied...
Don't ever question my love
I love hard despite the
Heartbreaks I made light of
You see I been around
I was the one tryna to patch it up
and I watch them say I've had enough
All I just keep thinking of
I could show you all about love
Baby I can love you with my hands tied
I can please you with my hands tied
Everything you need is right here
It's just staring you in your face
Stop asking me if I'm ready
Cause this is just what I'll say
Cause I could love you with my hands tied.
- toni braxton
GENIUS!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
illustrating my feelings
i cant pretend that everythings all good
nope i cant say that everythings all bad
hmmm so one of my bestfriends broke up with her boyfriend.
do i think they will be back together?
yes
when? i dont know...
just i never figured they were perfect just didnt see them breaking up
makes me look at alot of other things differently
a reminder that no one is perfect.
or no couple.. i feel like every couple goes through something how would you know it was ment to be if you cant survive one storm?
on my end though.. i have alot of plans
i need order
i need a team
i need more yearly goals
and another source of income you know.
i think vanitydollhouse has potential to become something great
anywho i think too much
and deep down inside im missing someone
but at the same time i kno he isnt missing me.
and deep down i've accepted that and honestly dont care anymore
feeling like i'll find someone else
even if its another three years im sure it will be well worth the wait.
nope i cant say that everythings all bad
hmmm so one of my bestfriends broke up with her boyfriend.
do i think they will be back together?
yes
when? i dont know...
just i never figured they were perfect just didnt see them breaking up
makes me look at alot of other things differently
a reminder that no one is perfect.
or no couple.. i feel like every couple goes through something how would you know it was ment to be if you cant survive one storm?
on my end though.. i have alot of plans
i need order
i need a team
i need more yearly goals
and another source of income you know.
i think vanitydollhouse has potential to become something great
anywho i think too much
and deep down inside im missing someone
but at the same time i kno he isnt missing me.
and deep down i've accepted that and honestly dont care anymore
feeling like i'll find someone else
even if its another three years im sure it will be well worth the wait.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
You hear but you dont listen.
I'm more than just an option
refuse to be forgotten
I took a chance with my heart
And I feel it taking over
I'm more than just a number
I doubt you'll find another
so every single summer
I'll be the one that you remember
its more than just a mission
you hear but you don't listen
You better pay attention
and get what you been missing
too many times Ive been wrong
I guess being right takes too long
I'm done waiting, there's nothing left to do
but give all I have to you and
I better find your loving
I better find your heart
refuse to be forgotten
I took a chance with my heart
And I feel it taking over
I'm more than just a number
I doubt you'll find another
so every single summer
I'll be the one that you remember
its more than just a mission
you hear but you don't listen
You better pay attention
and get what you been missing
too many times Ive been wrong
I guess being right takes too long
I'm done waiting, there's nothing left to do
but give all I have to you and
I better find your loving
I better find your heart
this what ima do till its over
you ever notice if you listen to so far gone then play trey songz anticipation right after the mood is still the same?
The production is similar its calming.. trey songz and drake are doing more than making music... they take you to another place u aint even gotta be able to relate they make you feel them no matter the situation. i feel drake though and i love how he was able to make it by just being him self.
The production is similar its calming.. trey songz and drake are doing more than making music... they take you to another place u aint even gotta be able to relate they make you feel them no matter the situation. i feel drake though and i love how he was able to make it by just being him self.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
YOUR RIGHT THERE
Im so in love with this song.. it just makes me smile on the inside.. like i know the feeling he is talking about.. and its just a reminder of that.. havent felt like what he's saying in this song in a long time.. but i just love that this song brings me to a happy place. whom ever i dedicate this song too in the future is gonna be someone mighty mighty special :-)
Happy.
Sometimes people dont understand that you are NOT bitter, jealous, or envious when u can speak about ur hurt....u are Brave & Wise. - Julian Banks
Monday, May 3, 2010
Im just tryna be happy.
so this happened to me a couple of weeks ago semi sorta i can just relate to this video.. and on top of that i acted the same way she did... no point in holding a grudge my time will come. i just love everything this song means and stands for :-)
Best you never had.
i was so in love with you
there was nothing i could do
wouldn't give me the time of day
because i told you you'd live to regret it
and no i dont wanna make you feel bad
but when it comes to me you just wont get it
i'll be the best you never had
you put me through so many emotions
baby its your time for that.
you saw me as a friend
baby i dont want revenge
but if you must know the truth
what you didnt see in me
is what you will never be.
there was nothing i could do
wouldn't give me the time of day
because i told you you'd live to regret it
and no i dont wanna make you feel bad
but when it comes to me you just wont get it
i'll be the best you never had
you put me through so many emotions
baby its your time for that.
you saw me as a friend
baby i dont want revenge
but if you must know the truth
what you didnt see in me
is what you will never be.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
just making a prediction.
She looks so good in that white dress
at the far end of the aisle
standing where i should be standing
some other man on his face theirs a smile
i just walked in sat down silent
i stood outside for awhile
wondering why did i come here
face it you messed up and now she's with somebody else
and now all i can do is smile and fade into the background
such a lovely reception
i sit here sipping rose
then we catch eyes for a second
both of us smile then quickly look away
its funny you dont know what you got
till u dont got it no more
put down my glass grabbed the bottle
i throw it back and i shout she's with somebody else
sure hate to fade into the background.
- ne-yo
at the far end of the aisle
standing where i should be standing
some other man on his face theirs a smile
i just walked in sat down silent
i stood outside for awhile
wondering why did i come here
face it you messed up and now she's with somebody else
and now all i can do is smile and fade into the background
such a lovely reception
i sit here sipping rose
then we catch eyes for a second
both of us smile then quickly look away
its funny you dont know what you got
till u dont got it no more
put down my glass grabbed the bottle
i throw it back and i shout she's with somebody else
sure hate to fade into the background.
- ne-yo
Saturday, May 1, 2010
players only love you when their playing games
I've never had trust issues
if i don't trust you then i wont be with you.
I've never been an idiot.
but if we aren't in a committed relationship why would i question what you do when your not with me?
eeeeeh it might cross my mind. but i usually already know so asking really isnt neccassary.
Guys give it away though lol so i dont understand why women try and act blind to it.
If i make the decision to talk to you..hang with you.. kiss you.. do whatever with you WHEN ITS YOU AND ME.. and i know that with me you arent tryna take it to the next level. Then thats on me.. cant be mad when you find that one and cut me off..
BUT. when i decide to do those things and accept that we arent committed but am truly unaware that you are talking to someone else. smh thats something else. so be honest and let me know like "diamora you know im young im single there are other girls that i do the same things im doin with you.. but i do it with them when im not with you" will i accept this? No lol but keepin it real gets you brownie points.. and though im not alotta other females are..stop bein chickens and keep it 100
on a side note these past few weeks have had me thinking like.. its not worth it RIGHT NOW.
its not worth investing my feelings to be disappointed anymore. I been single and dating for THREE years.. there have been a few i thought he could be it.. there have been some NO!'s lol and there is always that one you cant shake.. but he shook you so you deal with it. Im so tired of being homegirl material to people i see as more than that. Like what in the world am i missing? then people say diamora dont go loooking! lol man on my mama i aint found no one i ended up being into. they FOUND me and im not even exadggerating.. one text me two weeks later and put in the time to come see me from victorville .. the other got my aim and decided to become close and hang wit me everyday.. and last but not least the one from my past found me on facebook "oh i still ball by the rec by your moms come through sometimes" random match but coulda been perfect.. yea i hate goin to sleep alone but i aint never settled for less than i want. and to top it off I DONT GO LOOKING..
freaking confusing.. so i kinda deleted every guy out my phone n just stopped talking to any new interests..unless it was business of course.. i feel like one of those "eff love" ppl but its more like im just protecting me.. it could just happen lol but judging by the past it could and it couldnt. ima be blind to any feelings that go beyond business or friendship.. some times it will be denial and hard but it will be worth it in the long run i feel it.
Lauryn hill till i passsss out.
if i don't trust you then i wont be with you.
I've never been an idiot.
but if we aren't in a committed relationship why would i question what you do when your not with me?
eeeeeh it might cross my mind. but i usually already know so asking really isnt neccassary.
Guys give it away though lol so i dont understand why women try and act blind to it.
If i make the decision to talk to you..hang with you.. kiss you.. do whatever with you WHEN ITS YOU AND ME.. and i know that with me you arent tryna take it to the next level. Then thats on me.. cant be mad when you find that one and cut me off..
BUT. when i decide to do those things and accept that we arent committed but am truly unaware that you are talking to someone else. smh thats something else. so be honest and let me know like "diamora you know im young im single there are other girls that i do the same things im doin with you.. but i do it with them when im not with you" will i accept this? No lol but keepin it real gets you brownie points.. and though im not alotta other females are..stop bein chickens and keep it 100
on a side note these past few weeks have had me thinking like.. its not worth it RIGHT NOW.
its not worth investing my feelings to be disappointed anymore. I been single and dating for THREE years.. there have been a few i thought he could be it.. there have been some NO!'s lol and there is always that one you cant shake.. but he shook you so you deal with it. Im so tired of being homegirl material to people i see as more than that. Like what in the world am i missing? then people say diamora dont go loooking! lol man on my mama i aint found no one i ended up being into. they FOUND me and im not even exadggerating.. one text me two weeks later and put in the time to come see me from victorville .. the other got my aim and decided to become close and hang wit me everyday.. and last but not least the one from my past found me on facebook "oh i still ball by the rec by your moms come through sometimes" random match but coulda been perfect.. yea i hate goin to sleep alone but i aint never settled for less than i want. and to top it off I DONT GO LOOKING..
freaking confusing.. so i kinda deleted every guy out my phone n just stopped talking to any new interests..unless it was business of course.. i feel like one of those "eff love" ppl but its more like im just protecting me.. it could just happen lol but judging by the past it could and it couldnt. ima be blind to any feelings that go beyond business or friendship.. some times it will be denial and hard but it will be worth it in the long run i feel it.
Lauryn hill till i passsss out.
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